Life has been kind to me lately, well praise the lord for it. (even though I worry for nothing)
I've been asking myself this qns, am I unattractive?Unapprochable?Undesirable?(cheyba)...hahas...well I want to change things but some things are just decided by strangers alike.
Frens in ITE is cool & sute & sexy(hahas...lols...) they are the one tat I wish to be wit in sch though sometimes I cant get my own way...I still get loads of fun, since now my goal in life, is to have fun & be forever yan(young) hahas...
Glory???Recently, my class won a mascot comp & it was worth a mill... Love the hardwork that they put in & love the way they roll...
Studies??? well my course is abit strict but hey, my sec sch is worst!!! hahas...lols...so i can get through, since Im the one who used to think that disipline is evrything...anywho, examinations is coming & I pray to god tat we all will pass with flying colours!!! heck! with Flying Comets arh!!! hahas...lols...
Teachers??? I dare say that they are diff from sec sch & love the way they do things for us. Like I say they do things differently though I hate changes but HEY!!! thats life, & life is not a bed of roses(love em so much)... They are cool & hip & we are gonna be like them... model for our career in future to be!!!
Conflict??? hmm...well, theres here & there, but wat can I(or we) do??? Quarrels & misunderstanding are meant/bound to happen & if u don accept it, boohoo to you. Because life is about adapting & changing & that is wat Im doing rite now!!! The world is diff from ur world...why want to change it when you can have best of both worlds!!!
Wat else can I say??? Love? hahas... joke from the heavens? hahas... I search & seek, they search & seek... eyecandy appear, some go far, some remain stagnant & some, well idk heartbroken? hahas... For me, if it meant to be, it'll happen coz I hate waiting and I get tired of playing games...tis department is where I leave the spirits to play wit...hahas...
For now, examination is in mind & failing is not desired... I pray for the "safety" of my class & to pass. ICA 2010, We can do it!!! Jia You!!!
Yan danced till dawn at 6:31 AM
Its been a long time since I've blog, & this is certainly not a good time either...hahas...
Yea ITE life is fun, at least in the course Im in that is. Friends & ppl are diff & I had difficulty adjusting myself to the situation. hahas...well...tats me rite??? hahas...
Made good friends wit L. , T. , H. , W. , and others even K. frens hahas...lols...
If I say that I like someone or some"two", what would ppl say? 'Coz I dont noe if ppl will accept it. They are cute & nice but the problem is that I dare not say a word or two to them. Why? well, Im shy by nature, especially in meeting nwe ppl. I nid them or someone to get the ball rolling & maybe BAM! Im urs...hahas...lols...
If only it is that easy, I turn, I see, I glance, I peep & either one will always be there. Even though it is for a second, I would think that they are looking at me...(but I reli don noe who they are looking at la) It reli makes my heart pounce.
How I wish we could talk & eye-contact & hmm...IDK touch hands or wat??? hahas...lols...look at me, blushing rite now...hahas...
But the thing is tat Im pretty sure tat one of them is interested in mua, & I wan em to approach me...but den again, I fear that it is just a dream happening(perasaan) hahas...lols... ooh well, If its true, I pray tat u come to me... If not, I'll try to kill myself slowly ok!!! hahas...lols...
Yan danced till dawn at 7:34 AM
