Stress & Random ... ... ... (YOU, pls do read)
For this past week alot has passed, celebrations, festivity, relationships & accident. And not forgetting, O-levels coming up this month...
Im just too tired to face anything...it is all too confusing.
Hari Raya has just passed but the feeling of its festivity still stays, ppl start to come to our houses for 'siratul-rahim'. Entertaining the guest is not as easy as it seems... I have to put up my best behaviour and smile least ppl will tink my mum did not teach me much...
My brother just had an accident, pretty devastating but Im not worried, I know that he will be ok, besides, God still favours him, my late grand-dad does, etc...
A relationship should be put on hold for too long, lest the other partner will run away. But how do we keep it strong even though of the heptic schedule? When one is busy, the other is free & vice versa, do we need to compromise? but how? Please you decide...
Now I have to start on my revision, impromtu... but how could I when my mind & heart is elsewhere. I do not mind the situation but Im the type of person who always gets worried, if its not work, I will be worrying the other's feelings or thinking...
The is that I have great difficulty in expressing my feelings, ppl will say that I am inhuman but what can I do... blame it all of my past which made me this sober... But I still feel deep in this heart, I have feelings, I have intuition...
So Please Say It Out... I know That You Have Something To Say... I Have A Bad Feeling About Something, So Please Say The Truth, I'd Rather Get Hurt Then Being Deceive Or Being Kept In The Dark...
I want the relationship to last, pls don break it up... ... ...
