I AM TRUELY SORRY BUT I WONT BE GIVING ANY ADVISE IN THIS BLOG!!!
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Today was.....a I don noe how to explain. M.J. was really mad with our class... but I wont be posting it here because I noe that there will be somebody with the name freewill will be prying and giv this info to M.J.
But the thing that I want to stress here is friendship.
What good is there if you say to somebody that you are a friend to them but you never honour your word? The ans: A COWARD!!!
A. was right. You tell ppl that you are a good friend to them but the moment when they are in trouble or when they need us most, we back ourself up and refuse to stand by them.
You wanna noe who tat person is? well its me. How dare I call myself a true friend to somebody but never be there wen they need it. I always think of myself that I am a good person, a saint who is always willing to listen to ppls trouble and will always be there for my friends, but it turns out wrong!!!
I am exactly the opposite... I nevr cared! I nevr even bothered! All along I am only thinking about myself!!! I only cared about getting my skin-colour white and nothing else!!! Even here I am ranting about myself!!! How selfish can that be?!?!
I noe that A. is not scolding me or anything, in fact he is only venting his anger but his words makes me ponder over and over again. I can only smile meekly and accept the truth from him. There he is standing there waiting for his friends to say something but all, Especially me, keep mumed except for B..
Perhaps I am not that a great friend!!! I guess I want to stay away from my friends because I know that I will back up or run away from responsibility of protecting or helping or worse being there for a friend!!! I'm sorry but I guess, I hav to change for the worse!!!
Yan danced till dawn at 4:42 AM
