Memories... happiness bitter sweet or sour locked up in a box...

Saturday, January 31, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYBODY!

Valentines 's Day is the commemoration of Saint Valentine. The story of the saint who wrote a letter to his companion behind the bars.

But what is the meaning behind valentines day toady? We celebrate it with our bf & gf. But don put your hopes down for those of you with no companions, you can still celebrate it with your families & frens.

Like I always said, Love knows no boundaries, if sky is the limit, then there will be no stars(wat am I talking about!?!) What I'm trying to say is tat, you may be gay or les to be in love, you may be black or white, you may be older or younger; love transcends us all!!!

What is love? This qns has been asked thousands of generation before us & it will continue to be ask after. Even I ask such things. But the ans actually depends on what you are actually asking for? You may ask for the love of ur family, or you may ask for the love of ur frens, or you may ask for true love.

Now, I will ask what will love do to me? Is it real or just a fantasy? Will I able to have it? There are just millions more to ask, alas, I have to be oblivious to it because of my "condition". If I were to hav my true love, will it sweep me off my feet to realm of fantasy and hope to remain there forever?

But enough about me!!! You must have a very pleasant Valentine. I Hope & wish & pray that on this day, you my friends will find your true love & find the ans to your qns.

Again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! to you all!!!

Yours Heart-tyly,
As'sakhtian Arwen Orwens.

Yan danced till dawn at 6:35 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

My Olde memories are back . . . not that I hate it because something bad happened but it is good. And precisely that it is good that it hurt me soo much. I cant sleep the whole of yesterday night remembering the time when I am so foolishly _ _ - _ _ _ _!!!

The face, the hair, the origin, the height, the attitude & the change of the attitude. It is so damn clear!!! For four years, I've tried to clear these vision, these memories of _ _ _!!! And it just came back to my head in snap of a finger...

If you know who you are, its not that I dont enjoy them but it is the fact that you're not here to be with. But if you despise it, then I appologise. Or just forget about it...

It shouldnt happen, and it shouldnt surface!!! I've never meant to fantasies but I never want to forget. Day by day, I regreted for not giving the letter, for at least I'll know the outcome but now, my feelings is not made known & thus I regreted!!!

Ever since, I've sworn not to like anybody else & I manage it, I was free, I was leased of the burden but not until the darn cupid place it back on my shoulder . . . And for the fact that I am waiting, I will hate myself for liking _ _ _ _ _ _ and will regret it as soon as I leave this school.

Now, I am only forcing myself to like but never the outcome . . . but whatever it is, I will just except it, appologise & leave. And a word or two, at least these never hurt YOU in anyway!!!

Yan danced till dawn at 4:46 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Today, we had fun for lesson. We play games for chemistry and most of us were forfeited to run down the stairs from level 4 to level 1 and up again. Den during english, we played another game.

You may think that we are having fun in Sec5 but the hard part is yet to come. (God, I said tat like the 7th time)

Den its art, went home early because Mr. P nid to go for some course. So me & E. decided to go to Bishan to buy file & go to the Library to do homework.

In the library, something funny happened!!! E. wants to bend down to write something & something pop up...................E. farted!!! Hahas
Luckyly its not smelly!!! Hahas....................Sorry E.

Yan danced till dawn at 7:04 AM