Memories... happiness bitter sweet or sour locked up in a box...

Friday, November 28, 2008

Healthwise has been an enjoyable job for me. There I've learnt many things. Other then the magnificent products, I've learnt things that can nevr be learn in sch. There, I've learned how to talk & convince ppl.

Alas, good things must come to an end. Now, I have to work in Healthwise as a part-timer. My mum has found me another job that can really support me, myself & I(Nay! just kidding). At least, by taking two jobs, I can earn more money.

The fact is, I cant really bear to leave Healthwise as I've gotten closer to them. Although, I didnt really socialised with them, I know, that I will eventually missed them & all the knowledge, imparted to me will be lost.

I'm not that ready to leave this enjoyable, unforgettable memories behind, at least not untill sch reopen that is.....

So ya, thats all. Just wanna tell you guys & gals that Im working in Healthwise (part-time). So anyone interested in our product, do come to me. (pity me la!!! I nid the commision!!)
And also, I'm working in bata at Suntec, do come, who knows.................I can get higher pay!!!
Hahas!!! Teehee ;)

Yan danced till dawn at 3:21 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

Expo marketing is like shit!!!

On saturday, Mr S. brought us to the Expo. I partnered Sa. and we looked for customers. I can see that Sa. is very keened and focused in finding a costumers. And 'cause of me, we cant get a customer.

On sunday, I keep changing partners. Lucky for Sa. she got many customers. Me, with help of CM., we got two. That oso I felt bad 'cause he is the one who pulled these costumers....hmm wat to do....

But after all the hard work(as if!), well it is, i walked around all day, talking & yadayadayada. I better get my pay, so tat I can quit! I don wan tis work, anyways, my family is finding me a new job anyways...

Yan danced till dawn at 8:08 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

We had a three days training in the company that we are working in.

The first day is fun. Mr S. taught us to be confident in a rich man perspective. We learnt to free-minded, rich-minded and be a 100% confident person.

The second day, We learnt more about the products that we are going to promote. We watched videos & testimonials on those patients/buyers whos brought it. And we see for ourself on how efective these products are. Den, Mr S. wants us to make a presentation for the next day.

The third day however is both happy and a dissapointment. First, I did well in my presentation but there is not enough presentation. Den, we suppose to sell it to our family, so far, I manage to sell some of it.

The dissapoiting thing is tat, Atiqah & Winnie wanna quit. It is equivelant to back-stabbing me!!! Now I don hav any frens there!!! Who am I gonna eat with? Joke around with? talk to? What type of fren are you? Leaving me in the lurch!!!

I know, you will ask me to quit but I sold some of the product already, its the same as telling my relatives tat Im working & if I quit, Im actually telling them that Im a quitter!!! Now Im stuck.

In eyes of many, they will see,

Of wat u are, a quitter, u'll be.

No places of wealth u'll receive,

Till i stand up & show tat I'll win!

Yan danced till dawn at 6:59 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

TOMORROW, I'LL POST ABOUT MY MY THREE DAY TRAINING.

Yan danced till dawn at 4:44 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Today, Me, Winnie & Atiqah planned to go to the gym. But the plan was backfired 'cause there are a lot of ppl in it. Thus the job-hunt. We looked for job under classified in the papers. We found one and we had breakfast in Macdonalds.

Den we went home to change our attire to go to town.

Den I meet up with Atiqah at D.B. Winnie didnt follow 'cause she need to go church. Upon arriving at the place, we were scared!!! The place is soo quiet and scary!!! Den we decide to pull the apples of courage and enter at exactly 2.30 to the interview room.

There, we fill in a form and had an interview with a Malay guy(believe me, Atiqah has died!!). There he interviewed us and we ask qns. Den we left.

After the interview, we went to a shop tat sell CDs, 'cheap some-more'. And we went home.

Den at home, approximately 6+, the guy called my house, saying tat I am accepted and me & Atiqah will go for the training on tis coming tues!!!

I am over the 7th heaven, hell!! Im way passed the galacxies!!! I finally got a job!!! Now I can help my family in paying my bills, but new clothes & spend on stuff tat I dont really need(hahas)....

Gott, danke als segen mich!!!!

Yan danced till dawn at 5:21 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

...LIEBE...LOVE...DILIGO...

Wat is love actually? Its a commitment to your partner by being together, feeling & understanding each other. Seriously, who can give a better answer? Can you? If U can, do comment....

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To me, it is a long commitment, as long as though my partner understands me, I will try my best to understand them(& I mean it!!!).

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Love is not only between a man & a woman. It can be between families, between friends & also between the same gender/sex. Talking about Homosexuality, I've watched this show, one of the actress asked her friends:

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"If I am a lesbien, will you still be my friends regardless of me being attracted to women?"

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Now that is a very good question and it makes my mind pounder.....Will my friends really accept me for who I truly am....How close are you or should I say, How clase am I with my friends and the other way round?...

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....So let me ask this:

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"If I say that I am gay(Homo), will you still be my friends? regardless tat I am attracted to men who might be you(male readers)?"

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Do answer me truthfully....& don consider my feelings....I wanna noe the truth...so do answer me tru mail, talk to me or just post a comment on my tag....

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Back to love....

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Is it still call love if U like someone yet knowing that, that person wont like you back?

Is it still call love if there are many boundaries infront of you?

Is it still call love if your partner cheated on you?

Is it still call love if it is just a mere crush?

Is it still call love if lust is the only thing U want from Ur partner?

What do you think?

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I always have these thoughts in my mind & tat is Y my relationship is always not in success....I have crushes....Lots of crushes....but there are one or two tat I cant get rid of my mind till now....& tat always makes me feel tense....

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Should I forget them? but how? If I forget about them, wat if they have the same feelings for me? & if I tell them tat I like them, will they like me back? if no, will they change their attitude towards me?

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The truth about me is tat I am egoistic.....I want my frens to tink of me for wat I want them to tink of me, not as how others think of me!!! I want frens...close frens, best frens, boy/girl frens....& even if it is just one stupid mistake, I want it to be normal again.....

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Just like the mistake I made to Dixon....because of my stupidity, I lost a good fren & so I wanna take tis opportunity to say: Dixon, Im sorry!!!

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I know tat tis is not getting anywhere.....but hey, tis is a damn blog right?.....

Yan danced till dawn at 8:34 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Western Australia Perth Trip

On the 4Nov at night, we take our flight. It reminds me of the flight to kinabalu but Im used to it already. It was an enjoyable flight 'cause there is a screen on each seat and I watch 2movies, Journey to the center of the earth & Mamma mia(here we go again!!). After such a long journey, we finally reached our final destination.

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First Day; 5Nov

Upon reaching the airport, we have to wait cause one of the cadets lugguage was lost(poor girl), den we had breakfast at the Macdonald's. If u ask me, It was windy outthere(again, reminds me of kinabalu). Den we went to FESA(Fire Emergency Service Association) it is like the fire brigade. There we learnt alot...of...facilities...history...guys...& more guys(the girls can die I tell U!!!).

Den we went to Hamilton High School, there we meet the FESA cadets(Like NCDCC). OMG!!! can you believe it!!! Theres a guy who look old enough to be my brother but HE IS 16 YEARS OLD!!! Ok back, we learnt some of their activities(camps, & camps) & they show us their drills(Yang Tinggi), in english that is.

Finally, We went to the hotel to book in...Its a long day for 1day!!! We had dinner outside(Quite nice really!!!)... den we had debrief (nothing to do though, Im just invited!!!) and after much fun...it comes to an end (Sleep!!!)_____________________________________________________________________

Second Day; 6Nov

This is the day where summer can be called winter...kidding...but seriously it is damn cold...It was raining half way before it stops & rain again...ok back. We had our breakfast in the hotel...it was superb...The guys were eating as though they've not eaten for days...

We were supposed to do rock climbing at the quarry but due to the unpredictable whether, we did Abseiling instead... again here, the instructor was hot, the girls almost died!!! I am scared, period. I was waiting for the sun to smile before I go down!!!(Yes...I did it...God took favour on me), den it was hashirudin, den kenny den haidir & finally benson(act only!!!)...

After tat, we had lunch, subway...the muslims were scared to eat it cause it was not halal but they were assured that it is prepared solely for both muslim & non-muslims to eat.

Den we go abseiling again...tis time, harder. Of course I am not scared!!!(period), again the same last person & benson had his photo taken hanging from the cliff & because he is taking so long, we had to ask him to hurry up!!!

After the whole morning in the quarry, we went to have our aboriginal walk, there we learnt about the many wild herbs that can be eaten raw(of course, this is important to me!!!) I took pictures of the herbs and I even brought a wattle-seed sauce home.

Den at night, we went to Perth obsevatory. It is far from the city's sight, so tat we can see the stars clearly...It was a night worth going for, just that it is very chilly!!! There, using a telescope thingy...we look at the moon, venus, stars(ohh ya...we get to see the constelation, scorpio)...The boys were quite silly 'cause they were running around the house thingy...(Night-PT...hahas)...

Den back to the hotel...The boys wants to hold a feast but too bad!!! all shops closed at 5!!! hihi!!!

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Third Day; 7Nov

Hahas!!! Breakfast like usual...the boys havent eaten for days....Den we had bus(four-wheel-drive). Here is how it goes...:

1 hour ride, we reach a park where we can see the kangaroos...unfortunately for me, I cant take any photos cause THEY(No Idea) chase the animals away...Den we went to another park nearby & we get to see the Koalas...They are so cute but lazy!!! hahas...Another hour drive, we've reached a fuel kiosk...There we brought drinks & snacks...I brought mocachino, which happens to spilled(sian le!!!)...

Den another 1 or 2hours drive, we've reached a so called eating place for lunch...the bad thing is tat we had to share our food with flies...I hated them!!! After lunch, the boys so cleverly sat on the road & Ms Fauziah had to shoo them away(I dont get it either!!!)

Den we went for afew more hours drive before reaching the sand dunes...It used to be the sea before it protruded to the far end leaving only the hard corals...We took photos and finally...

Another hours of journey, we've reached the desert...There we had a roller-coaster ride with the bus...We went up the hill of sand before driving down the steep hill & stopped halfway(Tat was awesome!!!)...

Den we went back to the hotel and out again for dinner(tis is where i meet the hot indonesian guy, I tot he is ignorant of the malay language...but I am sooo wrong!!!) After dinner, we went for late night shopping as because it is on friday & the shops closes at 9pm...There OMG!!! Benson brought an expensive jacket....I am so loathing him!!!...& back to the hotel where we play truth or dare...

Seriously if U play with guys...It takes hours to come out with a qns or dare...Unfortunately for the big brother, he choose dare & I came out with a very cruel YET funny & cool dare...(Lets just keep it within the group, Scared HE & the others will be angry with me...)....Finally my sleeping time...GOD Im tired.

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Fourth Day; 8Nov

This is the day...where I like the most!!! In the morning, we went to PCYC(Police Community Youth Club), but because we were early, we went to the beach...There, the cadets were having alot of fun...but because I loathe the beach...I only took photos of others & videos...They are hot!!!(Unfortunately my camera low bat...Nid to use Sheila's cam)...Den off to PCYC again & we had a lot of fun...We chatted, We eat(Barbecue!!!), We play basket ball!!! Ooh ya...Benson is a gentle player!!!(Tats wat he said!!!)...Den they showed us their drills...It is cool....untill they saw our drill...& they commented back saying tat they nid alot of training!!! Hahas!!!

Den we went to Kings Park(Botanic Garden, State War Memorial)!!! There we learnt bout the history of Perth...The dead soldiers...labourers...flora & fauna...yadayadayada...

After tat, off to the store as we had an early ending of activities & THEY buy foods & snacks 'cause they are helding a party for a b'day girl...after the party, we had another gathering for closed frens...but was clashed!!! Tat time I felt bad 'cause my mood is not at its best & wen Im in the mood...It was cancelled...Tat is the only day where I felt scared & left out!!! So many cramped faces & crying & cramped faces again....

Lets forget about tis day!!!!

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Firth Day; 9Nov

Here, we went to a museum...felt left out 'cause of my stupid attitude...so emo!!! mood swing!!! haiz!!! There I saw alot of boats & ships & history but no frens...I want to cry la!!!

Den we went to Fremantle weekend market, brought alot of stuff there...again...no frens....(crying again)...& off to lunch!!!

Lunch was held in a hotel...Esplanade hotel...again felt left out...& wen I say felt left out...it is meant to me...cause Im not talking to anyone!!! I know...Its my fault!!! & I deserve it!!! (feel like crying again)

Den off to the airport.....

In the airport...someone lost his money(NO, not me!!!, I said SOMEBODY!!!) but he found it, Gods grace!!! Den I sat alone, chatting with the NCDCC girls...felt left out...& off to the plane & take off!!!

In the plane, The airstewardes was kind(Makes me wanna be one!!!), took pictures of the sun setting & I watched Hairspray & Sex & The City, The last movie I cried, cause I watch it half-way & the plane landed(which is a bad thing!!! cause the show is damn hot!!!Seriously!!!)

Back in S'pore, felt weird...Used to cold whether I guess...& I really mean it!!! I wanna go back to Perth!!! & maybe Migrate there!!! & tat is why Im taking a third language, German & Latin!!!...

So tats it!!! Its done & I guess tis is the longest written Blog I've type......So....Toodles!!!

Yan danced till dawn at 9:19 PM