Today is so tiring and SAD!!! with full of GUILT!!!
Our squad was punished for ignoring two of our squadmate not coming to parade.
But lets not jump to conclusion here!!! 'cause i don't know the real story...I don't want ppl to accuse me for making stupid stories.
In this Incident, I felt really guilty. The squad was pump(push-up) by Ms F. 80. And I was not there to share wit them the pain. And poor W.S. has to do 100 as Ms F. thought that he is not doing his job as a head trainy. I felt totally guilty when Ms.F reprimanded Sp for attendance. She did do her job but ppl just step over her head. I, someone who supposed to assist her, never did a good job, or never did anything.
We've tried, or he has tried. In anyway possible; talk nicely, warn, debriefed, quarrel, fought but the two of them just turned a deaf ear towards us. We almost gave up but someone told us a learning story.
ML said that when trouble rises it is never the ppl who caused the trouble's fault. It is actually his and our fault. But why must it be us? It's because we never did try to stop them or in case, we gave up on them. As a squad(back to NPCC), we are taught "One for all, All for one" so theres no reason, to say that we are not at fault at all. All is responsible................
